Around and Around

Why are most days so unproductive and frustrating? Those feelings seem to be a common thread that unravels often and I find myself mentally spinning around and around like a nauseating merry-go-round that just won’t stop. For years I had an insane amount of time to wander, space out, and blend in with the walls, but to my dismay I wasted those moments away, stuffing my cheeks with marshmallows, drawing till two, and forgetting to snooze. That said, I stepped off the merry-go-round only to get stuck on a romantic ferris wheel and it’s time to move on, grow up, and focus on new material. Going forward there will some changes to my website, Clovergrown, as well as my work, including a new thriller/suspense novel. Can’t wait to finally piece everything together, which may take months or years. Maybe it’s time to finally reach out and accept that I don’t have eight hands, a tech brain, and the ability to handle everything. Wish I could do it all but I’m no Wonder Woman, just an average girl with too many goals…